boring day at work

wat a boring day... nothing for me to do at all.. i hv been serving net the whole day! Worrying abt the hse n wedding plans but just no mood to get dw to it coz it's all pending pending pending.

Thought tis will be a fruitful week for me, with so many activities after work daily and with a new transferring of dept, who knows that i am so free?! At times i feel so useless, sit here n write to no 1 and cannot produce anything at work. Luckily my secondment came at the right time, just as I was getting bored at work, came this new challenge it helps. But hey... i'm still sitting at my old office waiting to shift i know life ov there not so easy lar but at least mre productive?

have asked hubby to go to paradox to pick up my heels for me coz i dont hv time to go dw before Thurs. Good for me as well at least i am away fm tempation since nw is the great singapore sale! Really same line again, money no enough.

Paid another $900 for the hse. I'm so sick of paying n paying $ for the hse.. hai. But seriously, do we have a choice? The answer is No coz we want a suitably decent hse and w/o all those basic items that we are doing currently, it's not anywhere near the category of decent. So bo bian, hv to do it means hv to do it. Bite the bullet and get it done.

The moment the hse is finished, we owe ppl debts! The contractor has kindly offered us to pay by installments but we oso need the $ for wedding so we c hw it goes lar. So sian.

Day in day out, moon in moon out, all my waking seconds are troubled by the hse reno n $. All wedding things seem to suddenly not matter anymore, everything is at a standstill except the hse!

Havent even began the 'negotiating' for the wedding by both parents and I am so sian. I cannot imagine what will happen after that neg! I'm v sure my parents want some 'pin jin' but in modern Singapore nw, I think all young couples will pay for everything ourselves? I not sure lar but i can say don't hv silver spoons in my nor my hubby's mouth so every single thing we got to worry abt it.

Hw i envy sme of my friends who can stay wif parents after marriage.. ppl to cook, to wash, to take care of children n best of all, don't need to buy everything fm scratch!

Argg... n the worse is that i saw fm the HDB websit that they are having WIS. There are units in my town! With the amount that i paid, i can buy 2 units fm them!!! ARGGG... this news really really did not help to improve my mood a single bit!

How i wish i can strike ToTo or 4D and all my $$ woes will be gone. Gone with the wind!