feelings unchecked...

tml is my photoshoot.. i think all couples will be happily thinking and planning of wat to pose hw to pose where to pose and oso wat to do? then y am i feeling the way i am feeling rite nw?

better run thru my list of things..
facial... checked
nails... checked
clothes to wear there... checked
shoes... checked
hair... checked
beauty slp? soon to be checked!
seems like all there are is there to b ready i hv done it... only thing left uncheked is my feelings... y do we hv to argue just before the PS tml? N hv to argue abt the hse?! I'm already so sick of the hse n things n we hv to argue ov it!!! I totally hv no mood for the PS nw... feel like calling it off!

These few days whenever there is anything abt the hse, it is cfm money, money and mre money! If not to pay the contractor, it is to pay for things, or the bills. I feel like shouting to the whole world tat i'm made of money?!!!

My hubby got to make me upset ov what? The paint of our bedroom! After the NFP in CTK we were gng out of the church and hubby called David. Owing to whatever reasons, David needs us to cfm the colours we would like for our bedroom. Seems like a small issue right? Thing is cfm by tonite! Best is, we don't hv the paint catalogue wif us, hw to cfm? My hubby told me, he will go n look at the catalogue tonite and cfm! So where does tat leave me? Now i dont even get to choose the colours on my bed room wall?! What logic is that?!?!?!?!?!