Start of ALL the misery =(

Today is the start of ALL my misery... hai.. this stopid Open House... More like mad house...

As I am writting this, I am silently cringing inside.. coz of the 6000 visitors we are expecting later..

I really have no idea how we are gonna manage it and I even had a nightmare early this morning..

But get thru it we must... and just leave it to God at this moment in time liao lor..

hai...

Briefing, Briefings and MORE Briefings!!!

Briefing yesterday, today and next week!! Yesterday 1 session, today 4 sessions!! Goodness, I am gng to loose my voice if this carries on (b4 the mad hse!!!) Argg....

Repeat and repeat the same thing over and over. Shout and talk shout and talk and say the same thing over and over till I am quite sick of it myself! How on earth can i do this over and over?

I certainly hope the students who are listening to me or the others know and remember what on earth they need to do!!! Gosh... Looking at the way they behave... I certainly pray for the best.

In kinda forget how the sunset looks... havent been gng home before 7 pm anyway..


I dont care.. tml i am gng to go off sick... real or otherwise!!! I'm gng to c the doc early in the morning then go off on MC and then HAHAHA go SHOPPING wif Godma!!! after a good lunchy wif Bro 1st, of course since we din hv chance to go for Chirstmas luncy. Hahahaha.. of course this is hush hush lar.. cannot let any1 know!!!

I AM looking forward to tml after this hectic week!

Gng off now for my facial now... =D

Finally on the way home ...

Woah... today is a rainy day... since last nite rain till tonite still raining.. wah.. n admist all the water, thunder & lighting, my mum is discharged today... made my way there in the rain. Hubby din go coz he went back to office to work.. sucks right! Sunday!!!

By the time i reach there, my youngest sis and my mum's good friend were already there... then another long wait.. nurse say wait for doc and med.. hai... waste of my time... luckily I brought along the German Suduku mag to idle away time.

Sometimes i really cannot stand my mom. Early this morning.. well.. not so early lar.. arnd 10.. called and told me that she can be discharged... I was getting ready to go CTK and then tell me almost a sob story of she being discharged in hospital the previous times and non of the family members come only this good friend come and that now tat we so big she getting discharged we shd go.. sucks lor.. she will only tell me this and not to my other sis. At times like this I really feel that i hate her lor!!! Gosh!! I hv 2 other sisters, granted that the youngest 1 is still too young but I hv a sister in the UNI!!! Argg!!!! Just coz I do not raise my voice and give her a face to c, she sort of like 'bully' me i feel. Hai...

Anyway, she is already at home and resting lar.. hope that no more visits to the hospitals.. but I think no chance lor.. coz her Op still got to be schuduled lor.. sigh...

Went for mass at 5.30 pm and met Kenneth.. sat nt to him.. and he was surprised to me alone lor.. hahahaha...

3rd home in SGH??

Hai... coz of my mum's sudden admittance to SGH, I seemed to be running there like every alternate days?! This kind of visits is really irriating! Esp when u c her lying there and she is ok just that the stopid doc, nurses seems to be taking happiness in keeping there as long as possible and after all the tests n scans n X-rays, there is nothing being said or told to us.

Whenever we asked, we are told to wait!! Goodness.. got to wait how long more? She has already been here for almost a week! And we also decided to not upgrade her bed since the moment we upgrade, we got to pay more right from DAY 1! What for waste the $ on this kinda hospital right? Continue to stay in class C then!

Raining when i went there earlier. She seems ok but on drip.. coz she said since midnight last night din eat anything till 3 pm today? Y? Coz wait for the scans n x-rays!!! Gosh... waited so long and w/o food... no wonder she feel weak! N now got to put on drip. More costs lor.

Lousy Hospital!!!

What a start for 2006!!!

Sucks!!

Been gng to SGH after work, between work and rushing for Mad Hse all the time..

Mum still in SGH. Doc says lump in throat is ok.. mothing serious = not cancerous. Priase Lord. But cavity in lungs n need mre tests.. These few days are tests, tests wait wait.. sian leh..

When on earth can she get out of the darn hospital?!

N meanwhile, me stuck at work coz so many things of mad hse to do! But i finished it liao lar... staying here n writting blog.

1st day of 2006 ...

Well, today is the 1st day of 2006 and guess where i spent the night? Not in the arms of my hubby as I wld love to, but in SGH!!! =(

Hai.... mum called at 1.30+ am n says tat her lump @ throat is painful.. want to go c doc... but hello, countdown n parties n holidays where got doc?? SO i told her either Tues or A&E now.. She say now.. ok lor.. changed and went out wif hubby lor..

Took a cab to SGH A&E & wait lor.. hai... fm the 2+am we reached all the way till 6am!! Gosh.. I can literally feel my eye bags n panda eyes!!!

No mood to write anything... update another time..

Another party?!

Wah.. today i sneak off fm work... to go to boss's hse warming party leh...

I carried a file, sneak to Sak's office and then fm there, we went to Stepf's hse and then to Boss's hse...

Stepf's hse v v spacious n designer feel.. though not 'showflat' pattern, it's comfy. She's so upset ov the maid.. hai..

Then we went to boss's hse.. his hse compared to Stepf's is smaller lar.. but still not too bad.. The moment we came to his door, i saw something tat make me feel even closer to boss.. n tat is the crucufix he hang on the door. =) c liao happy lor..
His altar big leh... got 1 statue of the Holy Family.

Then go BBQ at the poolside and buffet... not bad leh.. hahahah.. mre of the male ka kia's came lar... but i left early coz it's Friday... = RCIA night..

Stepf drove me to the nearest LRT.. n fm there i took train n bus to CTK.

RCIA was abt the different ministries... hope tat all the cats find something interesting that interest them. =)

Surpringsly, Alfie was here too!! After class, we went kopitiam.. was later joined by others... was such a long long long time ago that we had fellowship together.. really enjoyed it..

N i think there is a reason for the fellowship. Maria talked to me and made me hv fresh hopes on my cats! Thank you, Father!!!

Back 2 work... =S

After all the festive celebrations and holiday and feasts and enjoyment.. Today come back to work just cannot get back in the mood.. Chiam..

Heng is hor... later got good long lunch wif boss, Stepf, Sak & Paul. It's for Boss, to thank him for being a good boss to us so we all buy him lunch (which is supposedly meant for last year!) -_-||| super late right?!

After lunch, since we all agree that will go to his hse warming on 30 Dec, we the ka kia decided to go n get him a hse warming gift... Nothing beats gng shopping on company time man! hahahah hm.. the nt best will be to swipe cards n buy things w/o paying! hahahaha

Anway, we got him an oven toaster. Hope it's useful for him!

Happy Boxing Day!!!

Happy Boxing Day everyone!!! =)

After 2 busy days & nights, today is finally rest rest day and for ppl to do boxing! hahahaha

Today is a special day for so many ppl...
Godma - wedding anniversary *party all the way ya? hahaha =P
Paul - Birthday
BB Caithlyn + family - full mth celebration *wonder if Alfie is mre kan cheong than BB caithlyn! hahaha

Anyway, had lunchy at Alfie's hse coz we celebrated his BB 1st mth.. and it was here that I found out Sis Carmen is preggie!!! Good news! Haha.. but not so good for me coz then ppl starts teasing me and hubby to get preggie too...
-_-||| wait and c lar.. tat's our reponse..

Leave it to nature and to God! What better response to give to the priest and a bunch of church friends? hahahaha

We stayed till 3+ and we left.. went to PS for movie. Narnia! Nice show. But abit draggy at times too.. enjoyed the show.

Enjoyed my lunch, my show, my boxing day!!! Satisifed o' me!!!

Merry Christmas!!! Ho! Ho! Ho!

Merry Christmas!!!

Today is Christmas! So fast!

Last nite's carol was great!! They sort of did a slide show and had a speaker read some line.. wow... It was great!!! Hubby says it was Fr. Yim doing the behind the screen reading... and upon closer listening. I think hubby is right! It was fanastic!!!

Today is gonna be a rather bz day for me. Gng to 1 of the forummer's hse. Coz he having his hse warming today in the afternoon. Heng, got sme other forummers come our hse then we can take their car and go to Vic's hse in Sembawang. Wisely & her hubby came, Eve and her hubby also came. Supposed to have Cheryl and her hubby too but last min caught doing something again so they not coming. Instead we all meet at Vic's hse later.

Saved our stomachs for the lunch.. hahaha.. so we din prepare anything for them to eat except drinks lor.

Vic's hse is so big!! Wow.. no wonder it is exec... i like his hall.. got space for cosy corner and his master bed rm.. also big leh... after putting in a King size still got lots of rm!! Spacious!

We din stay long there coz we are expecting my parents and sisters to come ov to our hse for dinner. So on the way back, we went to Yishun to pick up the food that we previously ordered at Cold Storage. Heavy leh!! Never knew that a chicken, a ham, sausagges and 2 bottles of sparkling juice will be so heavy!!! Gosh.. Heng hubby was there. I was prepared to go and pick it up myself!!

Once back, took a quick shower, rest a while and then to work liao. Though the food is cooked, still need to heat it up lar.. coz i dont think my guests appreciate cold food.. On top of that, I also made some potatoe salad and pasta in case the food not enough. Turns out, MORE than enough.

1st time they having dinner at my plc. Was fun.. chit chat and laff at my mother... she so sua ku... hahahahaha.. They brought fruits over so after dinner, we had fruits and i also had almond jelly with longan.. so they had that too.

I thought we cld just stay there for a longer evening and chat lor.. since really no chance to do it... but I also dont know good or bad.. MIL called and say tat her sisters (my now new aunties in law) want to come over to our plc.. when my parents and sisters heard that, they say they leave lor... abit of a bumber lor... sigh...
anyway, they did leave and in an hours time, the aunties came over with their kids and hubby(s) even grandma came! Wow.. surprise.

They quite ok lar... the aunties and uncles sit there and chat.. What i dont like was tat 1 of the kids started jumping on my sofa!!! Sucks!!! Coz they not my side of the relatives, I cannot say anything.. so I just look at hubby lor. He like a block of wood!! Just stand there and din do or say anything!!! I so pissed.. But still hv to maintain the 'gracious' hosts and say nothing!!! Arggg.....

I hope CNY they not coming. Not coz i not hospitable. But coz i simply dont like kids to jump on sofas or beds!! If they behave, it's ok!

And i really wish PIL will stop calling 1 hour in advance and then say the relatives are coming... But then again, maybe this is the 1st year we got married and they've never seen our lovenest so they are all eager to look and c. If's tat's the case, then i wish they will do it to all my BIL! Fair mar. =)

Few mre hours to Christmas! =)

In just a few hours time, Christmas will be here! So exciting!

This is the 1st Christmas that hubby and me are spending as husband and wife. =) We were wondering if we should go out and eat, buy something special home to eat or to cook. In the end, laziness win, we just went downstairs to the coffeeshop, bought a spring chicken to share with some drinks. Simple, no frills and fancy dinner.

Earlier today was a horriable experience. Coz we were lazy, so we delayed gng to Pine Gardens to take the cakes that we had ordered for Godma and Bro. By the time we reach there was like 10 mins to 5pm. So after we gave the order form to the boss, we waited for some1 to come out with our cakes and we can then go.

Horrors.. the wait turned out to be almost 1 hour!!! It was so irriating!!! The shop was cramp, hot and small!!! N on 1 cld tell us y we waited and waited and waited. I wanted to scream and shout and kill some1.. but having the thoughts tat Christmas is rnd the corner, I hold all my thoughts and just wait... and hah! Finally the cakes came out. The boss told us coz 1 of the cakes was short of 1 mini log so they got to bake it then and there. I hope it tastes even nicer lor since it is so fresh! hrmph... =(

Went hm.. bathe and had the spring chicken dinner. Halfway, Godma came to my plc with our christmas presents. hee... she bought us a lovely small fruit cake a nice halter top for me... and u know wat?? She's kinda naughty this year.. she bought me a VS hot pink panty too... hahahahahaha.. shd come in useful if we need sme species in the bed rm.. hahahahahahaha

After dinner, settled dw to watch TV and later will be gng off to midnight mass in church. The moment the mass starts, it will be Christmas!!

Pre Christmas celebrations =)

Today is the last Friday before Christmas. Time flies by so fast and in just a matter of hours, we will be celebrating the "birth" of Christ. Yeah, "birth" coz it is not the actual birthday of Christ, but just a day that the church has placed aside to symobolise it. What a bumper when I firt knew it! All along, I was thinking, wah... Christmas, Birth of Chirst.. But then again guess that my 1 year of Catacheism class has clarifiy it.

Anway, yest in office (after I came back from accompanying my granny to the hospital) there was a Christmas lunch celebration. Kinda early for Christmas coz now I am back at my puter and working away. But no choice lar.. Good lunch! We had, ham, sandwich, char bee hoon, soup, garlic bread and also home baked cake. Sounds like a feast ya?? Well, it is!

Then after the yummylicous lunch, we had a gift exchange. Was fun.. In the end I got an elephant shaped CD pouch and also a box of chocoloates. Not sure if it is tasty though too full from the lunch to eat right away.

And tonite there will be another feasting, coz having dinner at YWCA, this time is the RCIA Christmas dinner. So many of my own class ppl are not gng.. Sian.. but nvm lar, since we paid up we go and enjoy ourselves. Anway it is for fellowship and to just have a good dinner together. =)

tummy not comfy

Just came back from a good lunch at Silzzers (don't know how to spell) as a farewell lunch for Paul since he is joining a MOE school. Either I am suffering from indegestion or the stomach flu is here to pay a visit again.

Tummy is aching, not a lot but just uncomfortable. There is also a dull ache on the left side which at times seem to 'move' to the centre and back to the left.

Done some santarina work today as well. And I got presents too! hahahaaha Quite fun lor but a broke event. There will be another round tml when my current dept celebrates Christmas with a good lunch (again!) and then gift exchange. Peeping at the tree, think there are many many presents and the excitment kinda builds up coz I'm wondering which 1 will be mine tml at this time. =)

And sucks.. tml I hv to go to the hospital with my grandma and aunt for grandma's check up. It's abit out of the way lar.. and I got to take leave. So sian. But I guess not much of a choice also lor.

Here I am sitting, blogging and feeling sleepy. Later there is a mad hse meeting at 3 pm. No 1 will be there to sms me. Think I will sure fall asleep. Chiam liao lor.. How to stay awake?

Shop shop shop.... Shop till i drop

Today is the brand new day of MNG sale.. I want to go too!!! But sucks.. I'm being stuck at work starring at this screen and can only dream of shopping in MNG. I know that there will be throngs of crowd at MNG. But I still wanna go...

Pity, I cannot even go after work later coz we hv the Penitential Services in CTK so no chance to go shopping. Then tml there is RCIA again and there will be even more ppl in MNG so still cannot shop. *Sigh*

I want to shop, to buy things for christmas, to buy clothes and just to spend $ and enjoy myself but cannot coz no time to go and also no $ to spend.

It's so irriating to want to spend and cannot! Here sitting her and just lament about it! And no chance to go and do something about it!!! Argg!!!!!!

Shopping loses it's fun when u got to keep watching ur wallet and expenses and credit cards... sigh... At times like this, i really wish i hv a super rich man!!! How then can get a rich man?? I think in this lifetime no chance liao... coz... me *sigh* already married a not rich man.. and in the eyes of God... there is no backing out lor..

Depresed for not being able to shop
Double depressed for no $ to shop

Grandma's jaw drop.. literally!

Shd I start pressing the panic button coz my grandma's jaw drop and is now in hospital??! I think it's not anything too serious coz her jaws literally drop v often... hai... this comes from being not having enough calcium??

N in the last few years, it happened many times. She's like in and out of the hospital coz of jaws... But I think it is not tat serious coz she will be discharge this afternoon...

I don't know if it is 'pre-arranged' that I am on afternoon leave or what but so happens that she is being dischared and that my auntie called saying that she wants to reach my youngest sis and there is no 1 there to help her coz she is not eng ed... so i volunteered to go with her. Is it the Holy Spirit calling her to call me or what?? My goodness... I don't helieve that she don't have my youngest sis hp no! It is not by concidience that she called me or that I am on half day... (BTW, I am on half day coz I was thinking of gng hm to clean up and then rest and then cook a simple dinner for my friends who are coming ov for dinner tonite)

Just yest, I was talking to a colleague abt how my grandma lost lots of weight and became v frail after falling ill a couple of years back and today the same person that I mentioned needs help.

God really has a strange way of working and moving things. I was wondering if I shd go n c grandma since I got bonus, is a good time to go n at least take a look at her.. n now.. no need to wonder and think anymore.

I really don't believe that this is a concidience that all these happened of all days today.. Though it sort of changed my plans that I had... I guess this is what God want me to spend my half day.... so I just follow lor... I'm sure that the call was placed to me for a reason and that by saying 'Yes' is the right thing to do and not just say '小妹去了学校' and hang up.

IwanttogoHongKong!IwanttogoHongKong!!IwanttogoHongKong!!!

I want to go Hong Kong!!!!

Enough said right??!!! I desprately need a holiday and where else better to go than HK with the newly open Disney Land???

But now is mad hse period cannot take leave (anyway, I have no leave to take anyway) so no choice.. got to slog..

I want to go shopping and eat and c all the new things n nuah there leh!!! Arggg...

Bady Mood!!!

Last night, hubby made me upset. And coz we did not resolve it before we both went to bed, guess it explains the bad mood today! The "badness" of my mood just seem to spil over lor.

So many things happened but no mood to write! Argg...

I won't say yest was a cold day, I will say it is a cloudy day n hubby got to sneeze n sneeze, granted it was rather cold in the church but he din really sneeze then.. when we were outside.. dusty??? NO!!! We were in the shopping malls! Aiyoh.. cannot stand it!

Then in the shops... he made so ngiow remarks abt the presents that we are getting... aiyoh.. v v irriated.. i was trying to keep it under ctrl and not to loose my temper!

Then at hm, he was busy setting up the clothes hanger that we got while i went to keep the food n items that we bought. After doing all these, I went to bathe n hubby was vaccumming the floor. Good that he was helping.

Then after bathing he was just sitting on the sofa while i was folding clothes n the plastic bags.. but gosh!! He nv even raise a hand to help till i told him to. N meanwhile sneeze n sneeze again. I told him if cold wear a shirt n he told me he's hot!

GOsh... and his reaction was like 10 seconds delay?!! WhateverI said got to say twice before he heard me... I feel like a parrot or an answering machine!

Argg... worse.. when i want to talk he say he sleepy 1 2 sleep!!! Gosh.. is this how our communication is gng to be like!?!!?

all major blessings done!

Whew... had my hse blessed by Fr Yim last Sat.. yar yar.... LAST Sat and I'm only blogging it now... Abit late right. Yes, yes I know.. but for the whole week I was trying to get into the mood of blogging after so long.. so finally, after a long break, I manage to get my fingers on the move again. =)

We invited a few friends over + our Godparents, Brother Daniel, his family and even my PIL came. My PIL actually gave us a bit of a shock earlier prior to the hse blessing. FIL called up and asked us if it's ok if sme other relatives come with them. I agree, it was v swt of him to call and ask but it was still a shock to us coz we already have about 15 ppl in our hse. N with them it will be more than 20! wow...

Anyway, Father came on time, he was like here at about 7.30 pm or close to 8 pm lar... then most ppl were already here so just sit around and wait for my Godma and her family to come over from CTK lor.

PIL came ov at this moment and then FIL kept coming up to me to say take water for them, pour water for them... ok lar. I know I must do that lor.. Just that when he keeps doing it then abit irriated... n I also not v close to them... Don't even know to address them! Can call hubby mar.

FIL brought them to c c here c c there open here n also abit of open there.. i not v upset lar.. but find it rather amusing... think he want to appear tat he has ctrl over me in front of his relatives ba? Coz whenever he comes here, he won't do that, but that day they did.. hahahahahahaha

When Father started the prayers, I think they left the hse and stood outside. Not sure if it's cause too crowded or coz they not comfortable.. but we were too bz to entertain once the prayers start lor..

I was so afraid that there were not enough food for all.. but thank God, just nice.. heng ar.. we order pizza (as usual) then tapow BBQ wings coz like not enough and then i made some potatoe salad and almond jelly longan... my friends say nice.. so means not bad lor.. hahahahhaaha so happy..

Last Sat was the 3 Dec when we have our hse bless... and exactally a yr ago, hubby and me ROM on the same day... v fast. Time really fly by v fast. So fast, 1 year gone. I still remember that evening, when we went for our RCIA class... our dear friends arrange a surprise for us, to help us celebrate our ROM and it so happens that the lesson for that day was on the scarament of marriage.. wow... But a year has pass, good things happen and bad things happen too... the same grp of dear friends.. though we physically see each other the "good feelings" are sort of smeared by some hurts that I have unwittingly given them. Though we have told each other our thoughts, feelings and hurts, the friendship still seemed to be strained. I will do my best to salvage the friendship and my dear friends assured me that all things will start from fresh! =)

Hubby quite sweet.. he gave me a single stalk bouquet for our ROM anniversary (but, of course is me who say no flowers again and again lor.. hai...) but i also learned it.. better than nothing lor.. He drew me a card too.. like children's drawing.. hahahahahaha

Took some shots.. but having problems in the IR of my PC and hp.. when I have the chance will put up lar. =)

Today is already Fri.. v fast, another week gone, 1 mre week closer to Christmas and RCIA night again.. somehow, I no longer have the energy nor am I looking forward to RCIA as much as I used to anymore.. Maybe coz the cats till this moment in time are still v v individual.. sad sia..

Hubby will be missing RICA coz he has dinner with his counterparts fm US. Ever since he change jobs, he has been eating well leh. Tim Sum's, seafood, meals at the revolving restaurant and tonite in CHIJMES.. wow wow...

We more or less have settled into our marriage life but definately there are still some ups and downs and tiff are normal.. but I think it's normal =)

Finally finally... I'm HIDDEN!

Gosh! Guess, I am quite what's that term? "IT idiotic"?? hahahaha.. shame on me man, I was an Engineering student and during the course of my studies did take some modules on puter and IT modules!! hai.. wat a waste of resource to go in and to grad from the course!

But! After trying and finding out and bugging Trina non stop, finally I am hidden from ppl!! And before i go on and on.... I must say that hidden as in not listed on the blogger links or watever u call it.. now Hoorray.... Guess it will stop unwanted readers.. n even hubby won't know what link I hv changed mine too..haha... n why was I so darn scared of ppl reading?? Well... to cut the whole story was coz during 1 high powered meeting, 1 colleague says to find out students who blog and give her the links so that she will go in n read and then "help" the bloggers to write and re-word their entries... hm... with senstitive info in my blog, u can be super sure that I am NOT keen in having her read it! But then again, it was not a huge problem lar.. problme was, I was already getting lazy and stopped blogging for a long long time!

Somehow, was just not in the mood.. anyway... that aside, I am picking it up agian.. slowly but surely I am blogging now!

Chiistmas is rnd the corner and my office has just put up the tree yesterday, it looks pretty cool now, with the red and gold things hanging off the branches, complete with lights. I'm glad they did not have the kind that plays a christmas carol everytime the lights are on! It will be too noisy for our otherwise silent office.

A glass tree is being displayed at my own hm.. we bought it ov the wk end and gosh! U wont believe the price of the tree! It only costs us $29.90SGD complete with the small glass ornaments that hang off the tree and 2 AA batteries. It's really pretty but me and my clusmy fingers broke 1 of it on the same night that we bought it! GOsh!!! Really felt like banging myself then! But hubby was v nice and swt, he just say nvm lor.. n he tease me saying.. the tree was not broken by our kids but by me.. hm... sometimes i really really wonder how he manages to c the funny side of the things.. if we were in reverse situations, hubby wld have been v v badly lashed out by me... hm.... I think I really got to keep my temper in check and learn fm hubby how on earth does he do it!

And ohhhh...... talking abt trees, there's a huge live tree in CTK! I've nv seen or touch a realy live tree and boy was I excited over it! Hahahahahaha.. the tree is so pretty!! N it smells fresh! Smells of pine! (obviously! anyway!)

Heard that it was a donated tree.. wow.... costs more than $800... and the tree when I saw it on Friday nite... wow wow... sparkling with golden balls, ribbons and lights... the ornaments are just nice, not too much but enough to make the tree really pretty. Took some pictures too but sucks the stopid puter can't read my IR.. *sigh* got to wait till I go back to the old office and play with the PC that Teck set up for me to use.. hai..

too lazy to even Blog!!

Don't know y, ever since the fun fair in CTK, I'm just feeling so lazy to blog.. once a few months ago, I would be eagerly waiting for my dear neighbour to turn on his/her labby or wait till I come to office to blog down every single thing.

Guess, it's the life that I am leading to make me become so miserable?? hahahaha.. Don't think hubby will be too happy to hear about it though. Life is really soooo predictable! Morning wake up, freshen up, bathe, prepare bf, make up, sit dw bf wif hubby then go off to work. Then work n work for a few hours a day then after tat go hme... either to PIL or my parents' hm or my own home.. Nothing changes.. hai...

Or it cld also be coz of the high energy level tat was used up during the wedding prep that I find my evenings so boring and useles??

Whatever is the reason, christmas is rnd the corner, better start getting sme festive cheers into my life!!!