I'm shopping wayyyyyy too much!

I think I should really really stop my stopping sprees.. I've been buying and buying and buying... NON-STOP!

A few days ago it was the F21 clothes and sunglasses... then a day later, I got myself an adhesive, backless, strapless bra to go with the new low cut dress... and then I also got myself that brown top I was aiming for sometime.

Then, earlier, Godma asked me if I want to get a particular jacket since it's suitable for our trip later part of this year. And I said yes. =/

Then, I'm still hooked onto the F21 webby EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!! My goodness! I can't seem to stop shopping. hai... depressed... Coz I badly need to save and here I am, shopping and shopping and shopping. Buying and buying and buying... How???

I guess, my shopping mood comes up stronger whenever I have an argument with hubby. I just feel that hubby should not be running errands for his bro. And him on the other hand feels that it is perfectly fine to be running errands everywhere for him.

Somehow, to make myself feel better, I turn to shopping. And this is making me all the more depressed.

I'm so disappointed in hubby that he keeps lying and mis-leading me, all for his brother! I feel so low and useless as a wife and that hubby rather betrays my trust than to reject his brother. In all the years that I'm seeing hubby, he has never make me feel this way. I've never felt so unloved by hubby before. But recently, because of his brother, he lied to me... purposely withheld information and also fought with me over his brother.

It's not that hubby must give way to me. But the thing is that, if hubby and I fight over our own things, it's perfectly fine! Which marriage does not have arguments and fights right? But to argue and fight because of a 3rd UNRELATED person... THAT is what is so upsetting and hurting!!!!